Lately I have been thinking allot about the past. I could not stop myself but to wonder what will it be if I walked a different path. Could I end up being a better man that I am now? Will I be able to make the people around me happy? Will I be able to erase my suffering?

It is true that our lives are meant to be lived the way is. We can’t undo what we have done. We could not return to the past to do what is not done. It is all decided when we make a decision at that particular point of time. Once that decision is made, it could not be undone. The only way is to live through our lives by forgetting about the past and take the past as a lesson.

Easier said then done! What will it be if we could turn back time and walk a different path? Will this action and thought affect me in one way or another in my future?

Recently, all I ever felt is this sense of greed and loneliness. Each time before I go to bed I can’t help but to ponder on my past. Will I ever find a way out of this?

Only time and courage can tell…..

Finally my torment is over! All the photos taken from my trip around Europe are developed at a total cost of around RM600.

On top of that, total expenditure for this month already exceeds my income. I now have to cut down on my entertainment until my next pay check is out. Darn I hate it when this happens. Life is such when were paid so much lower then were suppose to get.

Complaints aside, I’m still grateful that I’m working although the pay is low.

Recently my car has been making some funny noises. Those noises can be heard when ever I make a turn. Yesterday I couldn’t stand it anymore its annoying me too much that I taken some time off work during lunch break to get the problem fixed. Of course I couldn’t get the car fixed at that time. But by this morning it’s already fixed and problem solved.

It turns out that the right hand side drive shaft was spoilt. The mechanic changed the shaft and the car feels like new! Now I’m able to enjoy my rides again. The repair cost me a whopping RM355 and that left a BIG hole in my pocket. Luckily it’s almost the end of the month. At least my pay will be out soon. Haha

But my joy didn’t last long as soon as I got my car back, I took it for a ride around the neighborhood I found out that the alignment and balancing is out. Now I gotta to dig deeper in my pocket to get my tire alignment and balancing done.

Hope all is well after this service.

This is yet the start of another boring work week. I wonder how long can I keep on working like this. Thoughts of moving to another company have been filled my minds over the pass 2 weeks. The reason and cause of this thought? Well it’s the working environment! My bosses wants us to work fast, the subordinate is not willing. Although many guidelines and help are given to both the boss and subordinate, nothing ever turns out right. At most it will last for one or two days.

Hopefully the new company I applied will be much better than this current company. Still I hope this week will pass without any extraordinary event taking place.

Just stopping by

Its been close to a week since my last post. Never have I been this busy since I started working...

So this post is just to make sure you guys out there and gals as well know that I'm still well and fine. Hope to hear from you soon!

The next day

Last night was GREAT! Those who turned out were Fabian, Joel, Eugene, Prashan, Mr Khoo and Henry Lee. Although the table I was seated at wasn't full (as in 10 ppl), the crowd was nevertheless quite entertaining. Met lots of ex-schoolmates and teachers. SFI haven't changed a single bit. It's still the same old school when I was studying there.

The night slips away with lots of laughter and drinks, everyone had their share of fun. Two special guests were invited to perform at our dinner, they are Yanie from TV3 Mentor and Nikki From Malaysian Idol 1. Towards the second half of the dinner, one of my friends, Prashan Chitty went upstage to entertain the crowd. I must admit it, he could charm the crowd with his energetic voice and actions.

Time flies when you are enjoying yourself. After a few cans of beer and lots of laughter, it was almost 10.30pm and the dinner has ended. I was a little drunk but managed to get myself home safely.

It's here!

It's Saturday! Time for rest and relaxation. This must be the best day of the week. To be able to do what I want and go where ever I want without worrying that tomorrow will be a working day, coz it's Sunday! Haha!

My day will be pretty much occupied anyway. Gotta attend a meeting around 10 and will be back around 3 but I don't know when the meeting will end. After that gotta go to Seremban for a while and rush back . Family dinner will be around 6, and my secondary school dinner at around 8,8.30 at night. I guess the day will leave me totally drained and exhausted.

Nevertheless I hope it will be fun and eventful day (in a good way) being able to meet up with ex school mates and teachers.

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